She Tells Me

She Tells Me
She laughs when she hears about
how the last chick abused me
stole and broke my shit
threw things at me
lied about me
how I feel sick around women now
She tells me if she wanted it
I would put out
I deny it and she reiterates how
the culture forces me to be a whore
She ignores how she lives with her Dad
has sparse rental history
was arrested and went to jail twice
and ignores how none of these things apply to me
She doesn't get that the same ten dudes on the dating sites
are fucking her and all the other 4's and 5's
that her getting dick whenever she wants
doesn't mean I'll just lay down and take it
She tells me she's worth something
She tells me I'm nothing
and I sit and nod and listen
She forgets the things she told me on the phone
because she talks to so many dudes
I should be honored for her time
While she laughs at me
I guess I thought she might start acting like a grown up
But all she is is a sober child
And she tells me this
through everything she does and says
She tells me